catching up.

Met up with ernie, kavi and juliana. Cafe cartel for dinner... plaza singapura branch is not service friendly at all. Just because they don't charge for service doesn't mean they should provide rude service right? Yucks and disgusting. Kavi was ordering this drink in the menu but overlooked that it was discontinued, because the letters are so small. Guess what the ugly ah beng waitor said? "CAN'T YOU READ THE MENU SAID DISCONTINUED?" ... no wonder Singapore's service industry never gets to rank 1st in the world, not to even say, ASIA. AH Please..but we are so not going to let that ugly waitor ruin our mood. Less photos today because it's catching up time! saliva more than photos and none of us finished our food...

something big and beautiful.

something shockingly giant is lying in my living room


beautiful.. really...




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but when i say it's giant.. it really is.....





it's almost half of my height! Seriously!




and it's so heavy.

YeaY!

Sometime dear is so irritating that I feel like poking his neck with a fork! BAH.. but most of the time, he always make me smile :D

Both assignments 1 done for these 2 modules! YEAY!... time to start on assignments 2..... quite ridiculous though, the deadlines are just 2 days apart!

but must take a short break first!

It is really not easy to work and study at the same time, super stressed... if no monies constrained, I would rather be a full-time student.

If not for parents' expectation, I would rather work and not study.

NONETHELESS, I have chosen this path, just another year to go and I am free ;)

Sometimes, we say the wrong words, at the right time. Sometimes, it's the right words at the wrong time. Whatever it is, things just fall apart. The only fear is that it will happen again, and happen unknowingly... it only takes a second to decide to swallow that pride to say sorry. But…it takes long time to mend what has been done and to reassure a wounded heart.

Dear finally got his internet access, happy at first because i thought that we will be able to communicate more often but i realised no.. i feel that we are drifting further apart. It's not a good feeling and i realised i have nothing to write about everyday... maybe i should consider to stop all these nonsense of blogging.. life is the same for me everyday. i tink i have a boring life. Worst still, I felt the closeness between me and dear is like drifting day by day. He doesn't seem to like me telling him off about playing game, but i really think it's getting too much. I am getting 30% of his attention last time when he's not so in-to game but now, I tink only 10%. he thinks I am boycotting all gamers, so see.. we can't even communicate. I dislike gamers. Define gamers: people who play game more than 2 hours per day. Is the game more interesting than me? So he rather see the computer screen like 30% a day than to actually spend time to catch up with all the losing-soon close feelings? WHAT AM I THINKING!! ARGHHHHHHH just pissed. Really, i can't find real topic to talk to him now because whenever i say something, i know 90% of his attention is at his game. dunno la.. and i realise we have not chatted on the phone for a very very long time...... whoever thinks that we are very fine and blissful? that's because things are too calm.

haiz.. don't know whats the feeling.

but definitely, not happy.

I hate the way I am feeling now.

Can I just don't care? I don't like to share things, especially attention.

AIM FOR THE WEEK

I aim to finalise my assignment 1 for Communications by 18.09.2007 so I can concentrate on Management assignment 1 which aim to complete by 21.09.2007.

Research: 29.09.2007/30.09.2007

to start assignment 2 for Communications: 01.10.2007
to complete: 10.10.2007
submission(turnitin) - 10.10.2007
final - 11.10.2007

to start assignment 2 for Management: 12.10.2007
to complete: 19.10.2007

love bites

If you guys quarrelled, worst, insults and words that you don't mean a single thing just comes blurted out of that mouth of yours. Yet, you could do nothing to stop those utterings.When you're angry, you wouldn't give a single shit that's going on inside the head of the other party. Until all calmed down, only to realised you've made a complete fool of yourself. You're too proud to say sorry, too sorry for yourself. Close one eye, pretends as if nothing has happened. I know that's what you're best at, aint' it?

OH COME ON! Sorry isn't a word too hard to say.

Everyone makes mistake!

loves..

i like http://www.wetseal.com/ and http://www.forever21.com . Been surfing these 2 websites for the past few days! So tempting.. but....

full..

Been sick for the past 2 days. Feeling much better now... Went for dinner with dear's mum because it's her birthday tomorrow! Before going for dinner, 3 of us went to pick her up at their condominium which i have heard of but never been to, and no idea the full name something something gold coast or just gold coast. She was there today to oversee some renovation in the house.. hmmm anyway, it's the first time I have been there and I like the place! I have made up my mind.. once I manage to have wooHooooo figure, I shall go there and swim hahaha but again, if I have wooHOoo figure, I should go sentosa and swim already. Okay! I shall go there and swim as and when I feel like to. That feels more accurate.. because nobody sees anyway! hahaha but really, the place is nice and peaceful ;)

Ate Bbq seafood for dinner, the food is alright but I don't really like the fried rice so was half full! And the birthday lady had cravings for fried oyster omelette! so lucky me!!!!!!! hahaha and we went food hunting all the way to Boon Lay market but disappointed that there's no stalls selling that. So we ended up eating fried carrot cake and dessert ;) Very full and satisfied ( almost);)

Made a date with dear's mum on sunday to watch movie! 881 !!!!! and eat pizzaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! I will just kick Mr Chyan aside because he said he doesn't want to watch 881. BOOO!

A stewpig photo of him that reminds me that he is so irritating. Taken today.




But it's a happy day today. Im a happy full girl.





BURP.

I fell asleep while reading my textbook.
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It's M O N D A Y tomorrow.

rushing for work.

MRT packed like sardines.

extremely frustrated.

I FEEL GRUMPY!

MONDAY!!!!!!!

I hate you la!

for fun.

"tat one is read for fun one hor! Not bible. Not textbook. U dun everything read liao follow blindly leh!"

I think someone is scared that after I have finished reading the book, I would want him to follow everything that the author has suggested.

Poor boy.

Was supposed to shop for helmet yesterday. The ones that I like are all out of stock! So frustrating! I want the Mphizz helmet with doggy paws - no more stock. I want the snoopy helmet - also no more stock. Then I want the hippo agv helmet - it costs $380. My boy's wallet will be burnt :( But he said he will be getting the sun and moon agv helmet that also cost the same.. so I can get my hippo helmet too :) I want a cute helmet!

or.. like what he suggested, maybe I should personalise my helmet with my own cute cartoon face! That will be so great!

Then we went to the National Library. I borrowed 2 books which I think are useless anyway. He was grumbling all the way because he brought with him his laptop and stationery. He thought I would be doing my assignments there and I would need all those just in case. But nonono.. I felt like sleeping when I stepped into the library so I just grapped any books that has the word "Globalisation" and that's it! Oops.

It's time to start on the 2 assignments. Yucks.

Men are from Mars

Mr Chyan bought this for me today.

As long as I'm sweet, you are here for me, but as soon as I'm not, you walk right out that door.

of naz, of $$

Miss you.. naz..

Met naz for lunch yesterday together with ernie. That will be our last meeting as she will be going to London next week :( We have been together for 5 years (sounds lesbian-ish) haha.. haiz... she's gone so left only me and ernie! Kind of sad though but happy for her. Hope she will come back with a good law degree and make us proud ;)

Mum woke me up with THIS in front of my face. And she said she found them in the lift. I am going like "OH MY GOD!! SURE ANOT" and she.... "no la, your dad gave me".. -.-"Maybe I am sua ku.. but it is the first time in my life that I have seen such a note! I am so amazed. I love the 000 ;) I just HAVE to take a photo of it.

charms..

I really like these 2 charms.. but dear said I should not buy because I have so many bags. If I buy them, I think I will end up buying for all my bags.. because I am a fair person :(

first....

hopefully not my last post.

There is so much to be written down. Perhaps too much that I have no idea where to start and now my mind is in a blank. What is the use of writing diary when it seems like there is nothing much happening in my life especially working days. I think there is, but I am so tired to even want to think about it.

I have a department meeting tomorrow whereby the manager will allocate 10 files from each individual in the corporate secretarial department to me, that means I will have at least 60 new files in my portfolio starting from tomorrow excluding new incorporations and offshore jurisdictions. I am not sure if I should be happy about this because this mean that I have a portfolio of my own, which means more responsibility. I used to work under my senior, but here, I am on my own - managing my own files.. starting to feel stressful.

Well.. can't help but feel that all these 60 files should be those "ICU" files which have a lot of problems and they do not wish to deal with the files anymore and resulted in them being pushed to me! ARgghgg.. but it's okay.. I believe I am able to deal with any problem that comes my way.

And it is a dog eat dog world out there, especially in a Company with staff strength of nearly 300. There is no freedom of speech and no freedom of action.. words get twisted, facts get distorted. When you boss is too good to you, rumours start spreading. When your boss screams at you, everyone will gets to know you in a wrong way. The fittest is defined as who plays the game the best. I can’t run from such people. But I always believe there are exceptions to these cases. I keep myself out of all these whirlpool of politics. It happens everywhere.. but I truly believe that it is my choice whether a place is nice to work in depends on how I adjust my own thinking and feelings.

But once again, I still have my doubts in trusting people. Once bitten twice shy. I have learn from the experience, be it good or bad.

I want to take a break, to rest my mind.. but I have no time. I have no leave until November for it will be unpaid leave.. but I am so tired. The living pace is too fast, I can't catch my breath..

Not forgetting, I have assignments that need to be done but still undone now.

My guy is so funny, he makes me laugh.

"I created a blog already"

"Hahahahaha! Sure or not?!"

......... I feel like strangling him.

"Ya"

"Then you need to take more pweetie pweetie picture liao! then can post alot alot hehe.."

hahaha.. heart him la :)