we are not communicating much when he's in sg. we are communicating even lesser now that he's not in sg. i don't know what will happen if this continues. somehow i do not feel that he needs me and is eager to talk to me. i seriously tink that long distance relationship will not work for me. he better be back soon.

I seemed to have stopped being the girl I used to be. The one who takes pride in participating in school performances, like dancing for teachers’ day, racial harmony day, etc. I used to love surrounding myself with friends and also hypersensitive to how people view me. As I grow older and really, things happened. Life has a funny way of changing people. Perhaps it’s just that my priorities in life has changed now. I started to feel that people around me aren’t really sincere, they are not truthful, I can’t see most of them as my life long friend. Seriously I don’t really care how they view me, when they don’t really matter to me in the first place. I rather spend my time lazing at home or just watch brainless TV. I guess when life gives you something it does take a little from you as well. Priorities shift, but I figure, as long as I still remember the things that are important to me, it’s not that bad right? I still hang out with a handful of people - handful as in 5 people. Hahaha.. Ohh, and I love earning money. But I do not love money that much that it makes me forgo the other more meaningful things in life lah.. maybe not now lah..

Lucky i'm a corp sec..!!!

do not have habit to answer unknown numbers because they are just plain irritating and 90% of the time, it's telemarketing. Very irritating on how these ppl get the numbers from. then this particular number starting with 6535...... keep calling me ALMOST everyday..! and, i'm also waiting for call from creative district on my grad gown so, today i suay suay answered the call.

Someone named melvin, saying what won a S$1K shopping voucher, cruise, thai trip etc.. yah right, too good to be true. He is so naggy and loh soh. I keep telling him not interested but he keep pressing on. To find out more, i asked him what is it about, he said must go down to Tong building #18 flr to collect the gifts. Hah.. i'm not corp sec for fun lor... i searched the online directory and found the company named:

DISCOVERY VIII INTERNATIONAL PRIVATE LIMITED
f.k.a CROWN INFORMATION SERVICES PTE LTD
f.k.a FIRST-CLASS INFORMATION SERVICES PTE LTD
f.k.a FIRST-CLASS VACATIONS PTE LTD
f.k.a LIFESTYLE .E PTE. LTD.

I mean.... which company will change their names so many times like baby change diapers! obviously there is something wrong! SIGH......................................... so tmr he will call again. Let me get someone fierce to scold him.

There's a 1000 things that are running through my mind now but I'm not going to pour it out. I think I'm getting used to all of it being under lock and key now. Looking at my blog now it's like there is nothing more or anything else happening in my life.One day and so many things happen. The responsibilities are starting to pour in. What happened to the time when we were kids and all we had to do was enjoy life without thinking of our own survival. I want to be that small again. Nothing to worry about and no matter what happens, everything goes according to plans. I always wish. But my wishes don't come true. Nothing is good and smooth now, work, family, relationship.

*drool* hyun bin

it's embarassing to admit.. at my age...

HYUN BIN...!! In the best drama ever - My Name is Jin Shan Shun.. total love!

my soft spots....!!!! OMG. melt..................................... I keep thinking about the show, even when I'm working! How ah, "officially"addicted to his character, his look and HIM in the drama.