:(

Hunnie went Ipoh then Hatyai.... without ME!

all because of my EXAMS!

Hope he come back fast fast...

I’ve been thinking the whole night – of trust issues. True enough, of all the qualities that make up a good relationship, trust is undeniably the most important. But what if my partner has trust issues in the relationship? There will be question mark in front of everything... so what’s the point? I’ll doubt his love. Everything will be just going through the motions with little or no emotional connection. I’ll never be able to have the kind of relationship that I really want until we heal this issue. Trust takes a long time to develop and no time at all to be destroyed. If the trust is lost, the underlying love must be VERY STRONG to carry the people through until the trust is rebuilt. In some cases, that never happens. What can I see in the future, or will there be any future to this relationship? Do I still hang on? Is he happy?

Ultimately you have to trust someone you love. What does that mean? He doesn’t love me enough to trust me. Things like "I don't trust you already", can be said easily.. but it may takes a long time to heal especially when it pierced the heart.

byebye straight hair!

first day only... canot happy too early. Later next week become a bush! *bang*

3's a crowd :D

SIGH

Xmas is coming.. though commercialised, I still love Xmas because it makes me feel like a "i got presents" day.. and most importantly, "i got bonus"...! :D~~~~~~~~~

Xmas list? hmmm........
I want to go Australia leh.. Japan leh... :( too far. NVM.
I want to go Macau leh.. :(
I want to press jackpot machine leh.. :( *ding ding ding ding ding ding ding ding* how come I feel that one fine day.. I will win JACKPOT! I WILL LOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HUAT AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A BIG SIGH...... I've been sighing in the morning at work everyday..

Hectic.... super busy....
with work which ranked first..
with school work.

AFTER 8 December 2008 - last exam.... i'm so going to PLAY!!! YES! but... i've no more annual leave left, how pathetic. Stupid school.. why the hell am i studying for anyway. I am not ambitious, I do not think I want to be a career woman. So.. WHY AM I SPENDING 19K on my school fees and give me nothing but-

1. dry up my bank;
2. give me stress and more stress;
3. more pimples!!!!!!!!!!!

NOW I'M BROKE! NO MONEY.. the bank and insurance company better dun toh.. if not i really can eat grass.