hopefully not my last post.
There is so much to be written down. Perhaps too much that I have no idea where to start and now my mind is in a blank. What is the use of writing diary when it seems like there is nothing much happening in my life especially working days. I think there is, but I am so tired to even want to think about it.
I have a department meeting tomorrow whereby the manager will allocate 10 files from each individual in the corporate secretarial department to me, that means I will have at least 60 new files in my portfolio starting from tomorrow excluding new incorporations and offshore jurisdictions. I am not sure if I should be happy about this because this mean that I have a portfolio of my own, which means more responsibility. I used to work under my senior, but here, I am on my own - managing my own files.. starting to feel stressful.
Well.. can't help but feel that all these 60 files should be those "ICU" files which have a lot of problems and they do not wish to deal with the files anymore and resulted in them being pushed to me! ARgghgg.. but it's okay.. I believe I am able to deal with any problem that comes my way.
There is so much to be written down. Perhaps too much that I have no idea where to start and now my mind is in a blank. What is the use of writing diary when it seems like there is nothing much happening in my life especially working days. I think there is, but I am so tired to even want to think about it.
I have a department meeting tomorrow whereby the manager will allocate 10 files from each individual in the corporate secretarial department to me, that means I will have at least 60 new files in my portfolio starting from tomorrow excluding new incorporations and offshore jurisdictions. I am not sure if I should be happy about this because this mean that I have a portfolio of my own, which means more responsibility. I used to work under my senior, but here, I am on my own - managing my own files.. starting to feel stressful.
Well.. can't help but feel that all these 60 files should be those "ICU" files which have a lot of problems and they do not wish to deal with the files anymore and resulted in them being pushed to me! ARgghgg.. but it's okay.. I believe I am able to deal with any problem that comes my way.
And it is a dog eat dog world out there, especially in a Company with staff strength of nearly 300. There is no freedom of speech and no freedom of action.. words get twisted, facts get distorted. When you boss is too good to you, rumours start spreading. When your boss screams at you, everyone will gets to know you in a wrong way. The fittest is defined as who plays the game the best. I can’t run from such people. But I always believe there are exceptions to these cases. I keep myself out of all these whirlpool of politics. It happens everywhere.. but I truly believe that it is my choice whether a place is nice to work in depends on how I adjust my own thinking and feelings.
But once again, I still have my doubts in trusting people. Once bitten twice shy. I have learn from the experience, be it good or bad.
I want to take a break, to rest my mind.. but I have no time. I have no leave until November for it will be unpaid leave.. but I am so tired. The living pace is too fast, I can't catch my breath..
Not forgetting, I have assignments that need to be done but still undone now.
My guy is so funny, he makes me laugh.
"I created a blog already"
"Hahahahaha! Sure or not?!"
......... I feel like strangling him.
"Ya"
"Then you need to take more pweetie pweetie picture liao! then can post alot alot hehe.."
hahaha.. heart him la :)
