Friday, May 15, 2009

having bad week at work. seems like nothing goes smoothly, don't know why and no one to talk to. used to tell hunnie about problems at work but he always think that 1) i think of all politics myself - there is no such things as politics? 2) my interpersonal is lousy that's why i faced these kind of problems because he never did. it's like people slapping a dead fish at your face and so i will just keep everything to myself. no point telling him already because he doesn't seem interested to listen. anyway, to the lady who did this to me, just hope that one day she will get a taste of her own medicine. and to the watever rubbish internal-not approved-newly set up-as and when-rules, good luck. And talk about hunnie, haiz.. seems like i can't share problems with him, can onli share happiness. he's not the one that can help me solve or make me feel better when i'm depressed. sad right? just like if tell him wat i want, he will always say "tats what cleo or female magazine will write". i tink he just don't understand women la.. and also when i tell him abt his mum, it will always become like i'm the negative one, he just don't understand im just not used to this kind of thing.. i always ended up feeling horrible after telling him. occasionally is okie, frequently i will feel rather annoyed. watever it is. life realli is bitter coffee for me now. monday is hell.. and i know he will sure say "can u dun always complain abt work?" what he didn't know is that this week i've such bad days at work that im at the verge of crying in the office.