30.04.2009

When we vocalise more and more about visioning our future together, i felt the commitment and confidence. i used to be not sure of what in his mind, what if its just me visioning him in my future but not for him having me in his vision? That's why it seems so hard for me to accept that we will be apart. Come to tink of it now, we are both working harder to be a better and stronger person to love each other. What's sweeter than 2 person working towards a similar goal? But i still at the verge of crying when he went into the departure hall today, den he looked back and wave good bye :( that scene is so heartwrenching, machim watching drama... but it's happening real life ! I told myself that I have to trust and have confidence in him, he will work hard, will strive and i'll be here waiting for him.